Back to crappy school
I do not want to be going to class any more. no. no more!!!
But then again, i’d rather be in class, than working full time at a job i dont care about with people i dont like. so. ok.
The only thing i wish i had been able to do while i was in Florida, is lay out more. But, spending time with people i care about and growing in friendship was and is a certain kind of a new epiphany that seems more important to me finally. And most of the people i was with chose to stare at the television for a good amount of the time we were there. WHICH, for a first case, didn’t frustrate me entirely as much as i would think it would. Yes, there are times, apart from last week mostly, when i want to scream, “LOOK HERE! THIS IS HAPPENING NOW! AND YOU’RE MISSING IT!!! YOU ARE DWINDLING AWAY YOUR LIFE HERE on EARTH NOT CONSCIOUS OF THE THINGS THAT ARE MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU!!!!!! NOT THAT! NOT THAT F*****G TELEVISION SHOW!!!!!” Seriously, who cares what happens next episode, who wins what game? it doesnt matter. DOES NOT matter. the end.
But then again, here i am, spending time staring at a computer screen, dwindling my life away typing typing typing…. no one wins. So i’ll let it go.
But, last week, i was okay. I watched tv with people i care about. and i was happy about it. Other recreation was great. It didn’t get too crazy and it was never boring. I’m not exhausted from the trip in any way. The people i went with are awesome people. And patient too. I’m an asshole.
And rightfully dubbed so: I won the title nearly each and every time we played that game. But they taught me to play Euchre (which will be a great triumph to my family, as they have failed in getting me to sit down long enough to teach it to me) and i seemed to have done much better with that. Although, i think everyone was just being super nice. It’s fun anyway. I loved getting to know them all better. 
I had a great time with my gentleman. He is the greatest guy i know, and I probably don’t deserve him. But that’s just gonna be between you and me. Let’s not tell him that. 
but no, i’m serious. But, yes, i do. I do deserve the greatest guy. So there. mehh!
I spoil myself.
No joking either.
I bought a black pearl necklace while in St. Augustine, and it’s lovely.
I bought it from an old Polish woman who said to me, “A woman needs to treat herself now and then. If she does not, then no one will!”
and i agree. haaha.
SO school. Back to the school bull crap. which it really is.
I’m taking a crap ton more credit hours, but a lighter load, if that makes any sense. Only 2 studios, and 4 academics. It should go a lot smoother. BUT, we’ll see, wont we?
Showa time baby, i got an 8am 35mm photography studio tomorrow. whoo hoo.
