Remember O Most Gracious Virgin Mary

it’s pouring.

I really don’t like seeing people i care about be unhappy. It makes me really sad.

akin to:

 

 

Young Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch.
Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fightin’
Young Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
Young Allie: It’s not that simple.
Young Noah: What… do… you… want? Whaddaya want?

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Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who’s ever lived: I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

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Joel: I don’t see anything I don’t like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will, and I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that’s what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.  
Clementine: Okay?
Joel: Okay.

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a decision.

P.S.

I love my mother’s family.

Something my Aunt Suzie said today…actually MANY things my Aunt Suzie said today, along with other things said by my 5 other aunts, really struck a nerve in me.

There are things that as a child and while growing up, we’re all told to stay away from… or that they’re bad… or they could potentially cause harm to your life. Drugs… alcohol…sex.. among other things. Abusive behavior, to be more exact.

I’ve always known, and always completely understood why not to do drugs, view pornography, drink too much alcohol. But everyone insists on learning the hard way, right? That’s how it’s always been.

I mean, you hear about/see movies about people who’ve become drug addicts, alcoholics, pedophiles… but do you EVER think, “that could be ME one day.” No. We never think that, cause it wont happen to us, those people are sickos.

Well let me tell all: I have drug addicts, alcoholics, pedophiles in my family. I have seen what has lead these people up to the point of destruction in their lives, and i am seeing now the consequences and the loss of direction and the misery these people are now suffering under.

I have a point, but ive got to go somewhere right now. I just had to get a little bit of this off of my chest.