I wish i could visually depict a sound, a note.
Why does it come all at once? I feel as if there’s someone testing me. Putting me through a test, to see if i can pass. BUT WHO????? Who wins? It makes me think too much. I think about the past. The people in my past. The people who for some reason or another remain in the present. Why, are you just popping in and out, as if to say, “Hey, I’m here, just to let you know.” ???
DO something about it then! There is NO right time. I gave up on that. For this specific thing, when it comes to this, if you see it, HAVE AT IT.
Seriously, if you’re just jumping in and out of my life, stay or leave.
I am so tired of waiting. but i guess i have to. I have to wait…for “the right time” yes okay oh well. I am not a game.
alright. should i just delete all of this? i wont.