yes my dear, it has been a while.
Just lately. JUST lately here, i have made a semi formal decision. Decision. I can’t be around people who aren’t passionate about life. You bring me down. We can’t handle that.
Why wouldnt you be passionate about life? How can someone be just so blaaah, boring, nothing?
I mean i thought there was something, at least ONE thing, that a person is passionate about.
How can a person be ..oh i dont know… 25 years old and not have any direction in life yet? How can a person let themselves come to not considering their future? Why dont people care? It’s frustrating to me. I talk to these people. They carry a generally flaky conversation. “sup. what r u doin? you go out last night?” I want to say, “just where are you taking this conversation? What do you want with me?” But i don’t do it. just play along. boring boring boring. Say something from yourself. Not by rote, as if you’re reading from a teleprompter.
im going to go eat dinner right now.