Remember O Most Gracious Virgin Mary

I should be in bed.  I have to work at a LUDICROUS hour in the morning.  Not really. 

but a few things need to be put to mind.  put in writing.

First off, Let’s wait. Let’s wait for time. JUST for ONCE, let’s not hurry up and wish things would get going.  I have a wonderful feeling that patience is a virtue (durhur) and it will not disappoint.  I mean, it could…but probably not nearly as bad if i were impatient…because i know, we all know: not having patience will cause worse problems.  And we dont want any of those.  No thank you.  SO,  I shall finally act on that whole “i believe in time” thing.  Believe in it please.   We’re in no big hurry for life you know.  Aye, it’s short.  So let’s not wish it shorter. 

Second up, I have GOT to draw more.  I almost lost my marbles today.  I think its a build-up of withdrawl from not letting my expressive-creative flow loose.  Art I need you.

Thirdly, RUN GIRL.  You, as much as you wish to not see it, are getting old.  OLDE. 

               Seeing all those people at Kidd Coffee ordering a LARGE CARAMEL FRAPPE 1 to 2(sometimes 3!) times a day is DISGUSTING.  Most of them are in denial.  They think they need a LARGE to fill up that gigantic stomach.  NO.  YOU DO NOT EVER NEED TO BE FULL.  Because full means at the breaking point, no room left.  If you leave no room left in your stomach, it stretches.  and the next time you NEED TO BE FULL it stretches some more.  And it goes on and on like this until you’re the size of a rhinoceros.  THE OLDER YOU GET, THE LONGER AND HARDER YOU HAVE TO WORK AT BEING HEALTHY.  My days are numbered.  One day, I am going to wake up and realize I need to work out after not having done so for three years.  I’ll go to the gym and realize that what seemed SO easy to run only A mile when I was 20 years old, will be an overwhelming feat that I doubt I can accomplish.  And it will probably take a week or two of persistant conditioning just to be able to reach a goal of running only ONE MILE in under 8 minutes.  Sounds rediculous, I know.  But IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU.  It will.

AND lastly, girl. Stop being so freaking selfish.  Care a little bit more please.  Thank you.  Oh, and smile like you mean it.  mean it.

 

hhhhh’ok.  glad we got that out of the way.  I’m going to bed.  You should too.

ciao.

Luna Bella