Caelitus Mihi Vires-My strength is from heaven

I can’t believe it’s Holy Week!!!  I love Holy Week, but haven’t really been feelin’ it here lately.  Have you?? 

Let me tell you what’s been going on. 

My aunt has been ill with liver problems for over a year.  This illness escalated and on Saturday she received a phone call for a liver transplant.  We rushed to the hospital to be with her before the transplant, and waited there to hear word on the progress of the surgery.  She did well and is recovering beautifully.

 While we were waiting with my aunt before the surgery, we found out about the person who died in order for her to have new life.  This was difficult, esp. for her.  We knew a mother was mourning the loss of a son so another could have new life. 

Then it hit me…that sounds familiar!!! 

This is the great revelation that hit me today.  I’ve emotionally felt out of sorts this week becasue of this past weekend, and that’s really why I haven’t been ”feelin’” Holy Week; however, I have…it’s just on a more emotional level.  I have grieved the loss of another human being while at the same time cry for the hope of new life for another.  The same with Mary.  She grieved that time of loss and temporary separation.  On the other hand, she probably cried for the joy of salvation for humans…her children.  

In his reflections on the Stations of the Cross, Pope John Paul II wrote this in regards to Jesus being taken down from the cross and placed in Mary’s arms:

“The Gospels say nothing of what she (Mary) felt at that moment.  It is as though, by their silence, the Evangelists wished to respect her sorrow, her feelings and her memories.  Or, perhaps they simply felt incapable of expressing them.” 

I haven’t grieved on this level, but tasting some of these emotions has not only brought me closer to her, but to our Heavenly Father on a deeper level.  Which, isn’t that the point of this week?! :)  God uses so many different instruments to reveal to us His love!

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